Sunday has been somewhat strange for me- my afternoon slump hit earlier on than usual at two in the afternoon! I’ve been practicing waking up at eight every morning in preparation for the new school term but have only been successful on and off. To be fair though, waking up at this hour has never particularly agreed with me or been my cup of tea. You’d best believe this is how I’m feeling today though, haha. Hat over face, totally unprepared to face the realities of term four starting tomorrow. Pretty sure I grow in my knowledge each and every day without school! On a serious note though, if time ceased to progress, we’d never see change in our lives or have the fruits of our efforts become apparent! There is so much to work towards- each and every one of us is being moulded into our perfect form.
What this does mark however is the last couple of months I will spend as a tenth grader and school student. After this short stretch of time, I will no longer have to iron a uniform but will also miss conversations with friends commiserating the end of holidays. I will never have to prepare for senior year, which is a definite relief. I will not graduate with my peers, but I will have become accredited and worked hard to earn qualifications at TAFE. As of this Monday, many of my sixteen and seventeen year old friends will enter their last year of high school- year twelve. It is mindblowing to even think of how far we’ve come. To so much as entertain the thought that technically, had everything gone to plan, I would’ve been in the same position.
In many ways, I still feel like that small seventh grader just entering the high school world, adjusting to being one of the youngest yet again. I know I’ll experience similar feelings next year being seventeen in a predominantly adult community college, but the thought scares me little now. As the saying so wisely goes, if you’re the smartest in the room, you’re in the wrong space. Instead of being consumed by comparison and likening my beginning to someone’s middle, I’ll choose to embrace who I am and where I am. If I act somewhat naively or don’t know all the answers, oh well! Too many of us are thrust into a grown up’s world without proper knowledge of what actually holds importance. Educative curriculums seem to focus on all the non-essentials. Why not teach students how to prepare meals, keep house, invest and budget for a home and a car, set and achieve realistic goals, handle failure and rejection, negotiate properly, have meaningful interactions with others and take care of themselves? Why are we not being equipped with these basics?
Reflecting on these past two weeks of holiday had me come to the realisation that I’ve done a good job of taking initiative and making plans, even if it’s only for casual outings or with family. On Wednesday I decided to text a good friend of mine, Vaishnavi, and see if she was free to catch up. We met at my local park, took a short walk and then decided on a spot for brunch. We chatted for hours about anything and everything, indulging in fruity mocktails and Tapas throughout. She ordered a lovely mango drink and I had passionfruit. Everything on the menu looked absolutely tantalising but we decided on grilled chicken skewers and halloumi fries with tzatziki dip. The ambience of the place was next level also! For any locals interested, the restaurant is Cocos Cubanos in Parramatta. It’s cuban and has killer vintage decor! The many framed old school portraits gave it character.
Yesterday my grandma and I visited Parramatta Park and had an impromptu picnic with takeaway we picked up. The atmosphere was so serene. So many loved up couples, kids running around, people chattering excitedly and taking photos. Roses of every kind and all colours, the trees sun dappled and swaying in the slight breeze. It was so special to slow down and just be in the moment. Today was another good day. My grandma, mum and I got up bright and early to head to a morning screening of the secret garden. It was an absolutely immersive movie! So riveting and engaging to the senses while also being peaceful. We ended up being the only ones in the cinema which we didn’t expect but welcomed anyway. It was about a British girl and her family who lived in India for work but moved back to England after a tragedy. There are strong themes of healing, learning to work with a new normal and finding magic in everyday life once more. I highly recommend you go see it for yourself! After the movie we had a nice lunch at Nandos, ordering a large paella and chicken pita to share. We then indulged in dessert at San Churro- you can’t beat chocolate dipped churros, strawberry and banana! The perfect combo for sure.
What are you looking forward to this upcoming week? I’d love to hear about your goals and any stories you have to share about the last few days!
It may be mindblowing to think of how far you’ve come so far, but remember, there are so many great things lying ahead as well! You can only keep growing! And lovely inspiration as always 😃❤
Thank you for these wise and wonderful words. Very true! I couldn’t have said it better myself. There is so much more to life and to us a people!
Wishing you a beautiful rest of your week x
Thank you, you too! xx
I. adore. this.
Sounds like you had a wonderful week and good luck with the last bit of you studies. I trust you’ll do amazing ❤️
I love the quotes, especially the prayer one. Prayers something I want to work on more, especially coming before God and acknowledging all He’s blessed me with and all the grace He grants every day. It’s truly amazing how much He loves us 💗
Your visits with your friend and grandma sounds perfect, it’s so good to get out and enjoy each other’s company. I’ve called a couple of my friends on the phone this past week and even though it’s a bit awkward over phone as we all just text nowadays, it’s nice to hear their voice and actually connect more ya know?
Any who, I loved this post and I hope your week goes wonderfully 💓
I was so happy reading this! Thank you for your kind words and abundance of support x
Funnily enough, since I last spoke about my studies things have changed dramatically and I’ve found myself in an even better situation! Certainly one that is more suited to my circumstances. Hoping to chat about that soon when those plans are solidified.
I’m glad this week’s Inspiration spoke so deeply to you. That’s always my aim! Prayer, for me, is almost like a sort of religious manifestation. It’s the equivalent of ringing up God on the phone and just pouring your heart and soul out to Him. How special is that! As His creations, we are always held safe and assured in the knowledge that we are beautiful and important parts of a grand plan.
I took some lovely trips during the holidays and it was so beneficial for my mental health and social life! I can sometimes get stuck thinking that I’m better off at home doing something ‘proper’ to further myself but what could be more beneficial than actually choosing to live my life? Hopefully you and your friends are able to have a proper meet up soon! x
Enjoy the rest of your week. Sending lots of love and light your way!
Of course 💗
Well I’m glad they’ve changed for the better at least, usually it’s not fun when plans change!
YESSS it’s so special and I love it. I totally agree with all you said, and you said it perfectly.
Aw glad the trips were good for you, they sound lovely. I’m hoping to take some trips next year, saving up and preparing this year :))
Thank you, beautiful! You too 💗
How fun! Where do you think you’ll go? x
I don’t know yet, just have many places I dream of going and I’m hoping next year I can make it to some of them 🤩
it looks like you had amazing week and I’m so happy because of that! I love the quotes! So inspiring!
What a beautiful comment, thank you Adda! Hope you’re doing well lovely. Sending lots of love and light your way. Enjoy the rest of your week x
I’m doing very well considering that I started my blog today (posting my first post on this blog). hope you have a good day 🙂
A big congratulations to you then! How exciting. I’ll pop over now and give you a follow! x
I loved reading this update of how your week has been. It felt so warm and comforting to read and it almost felt like I was sitting all cozy with a friend, talking over some refreshing green tea (*or any drink of your choice*).
I’m glad you had such a great time at the picnic and then watching a movie with your mom and grandmom. The Secret Garden is one of my favourite books and it’s a classic I read again and again, although it did take me some amount of time to warm up to Mary at first, hahaha!
Oh, what a sweet scene that would be! You and I, two friends, enjoying some special time together. Can’t ask for anything better. Who knows, maybe one day!
Yes.. I do agree. Mary is quite the feisty, spirited character but does have a good heart, as is revealed! Haha. I’ll have to read the book sometime! x